I finally did it… I went live for the very first time, and it was absolute chaos in the best way.

In this scene, you get to watch me jump into my first-ever gaming livestream — no scripts, no rehearsing, no clue what I’m doing — just me, my game, my chat blowing up, and all the real reactions that come with trying to be a gamer girl in front of a live audience.

I’m trying to play, trying to focus, trying to look like I know what I’m doing, and of course it all falls apart the moment the pressure hits. I’m yelling at the screen, laughing at myself, getting distracted by chat, answering questions, and trying to keep up with everything happening at once.

You’ll see me rage a little, tease my viewers, show off, mess up, recover, and slowly get more confident as the stream goes on. It’s raw, unfiltered, goofy, fun, and probably the most “real” version of me you’ve ever seen on camera.

If you’ve ever wanted to hang out with me while I game — the way I actually game — this is the perfect introduction. No edits. No retakes. Just me being Blake, loud, competitive, and way too into it.

Come watch my first livestream… and everything that went wrong (and right) along the way.