This might be the most chaotic thing I’ve ever filmed — and yes, I totally did it on purpose.

In this scene, I’m stretched out on my bench (you know the one), completely settled in, controller in hand, trying to play Call of Duty while the bench does what it does. I figured, if I’m going to grind COD, why not make it interesting?

I’m calling out campers, yelling at my screen, trying to hold angles, and also trying to stay focused while the bench keeps distracting me every few seconds. You can literally watch my aim go from locked-in to shaky to “oh my god what is happening right now” — and yes, I laugh at myself the whole time.

The game gets sweaty, the bench keeps moving, and I’m caught between going for kills and trying not to completely lose my rhythm. Spoiler: the bench wins that fight more than once.

If you’ve ever wanted to see me fully in gamer mode and completely thrown off at the same time, this is the scene. It’s ridiculous, it’s hot, it’s messy, and honestly? I’ve never had more fun losing a match.

Come watch me try to clutch a game… while the bench tries to ruin me.